An Emotional Day!

Moving went really well yesterday and we were done by noon.  Carrie and Rory were a big help and the new storage unit is really nice.  It is a brand new unit and it is temperature controlled.  So now my stuff that I cannot seem to let go has a nicer place to sit. 
Today has been a roller coaster of emotions for me.  I am not really feeling sorry for myself but as I sit and think about my life these past couple of years I have decided that July is just not going to be a wonderful month for me.  I already disliked July 5th because of my dad.  Two years ago in July I had to share a very tough reality with one of the closest persons I knew then just to add to it I got a kidney stone.  I am still trying to figure out which really is worse; giving birth or passing a kidney stone.  Last year was the death of my husband.  We had been married for 36 years. He died on July 8th so now I can add that to another date I dislike.  This year it is the upcoming brain surgery my daughter will be having.  We are staying positive about it but I am still scared to death.  The tumor is the size of a golf ball and we will not know if it is cancerous until it has been removed.  July 23rd is the day.  Please say a little prayer for my daughter and the doctors and staff who will be performing the surgery.  Prayer works. 
I never would of thought I would be where I am today and even though it was my decision I never would of thought it.  I am sorry this blog may seem a bit pitiful and maybe a bit lonely but it does help me survive by letting go of some of my thoughts through this blog.  Emotions, man they can really be all over the place.  Oh well, on with life!